I've Made A Commitment To Myself

My marriage is over.  I have to accept that.  I have made a commitment to not read any text or emails from Tim, or take any of his calls.

This will help me move forward in life.  I have to focus on my short term goals, and then my long term goals.  I have felt that I didn't have control of my own life.  Now, I know that to have control over my life, I have to put myself and my needs first.  That doesn't mean that no one elses needs or wants are not important, but that I will only do what I really want to do.

The spinal pain has made my stress and emotions bad.  My stress/emotions have made my pain worse.  I will work hard on my physical therapy and reducing the stress in my life.